Monday, December 19, 2005
@8:30 AM
I've been dreaming..... two nights in a row of that same someone. Why? Am I still thinking too much? Perhaps...
Perhaps? Azah just admit it, you have been.
I realise how words can haunt the mind. Memories keep replaying when I go to places and do certain things. When I bump into certain people, I connect them to my past. When I have no answers to the questions people ask, or I can't give them the answer that they wish to hear.
If only I can block that dark portion of my memory. If only.....
But I know I can't. So what now?
I am hearing this in my head
Smile when you think of the happy moments.
Let those bad times make you wiser.
Let the past be a learning experience so that you can be better in the future.
But am I listening?
Why did you build me up
Buttercup baby just to let me down
And mess me around............
But don't worry.. I'm still living, living sanely.
