Monday, August 27, 2007
@3:19 PM
Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan
Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi
Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi
Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu
Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku... Ya Allah....
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
@11:18 PM
OPRAH'S VIEW ON MEN
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from
heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man
before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not
treating you as you deserve then heck no, you
can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you
along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is
you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of
different women. He didn't marry them when he got them
pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If
something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it
against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from
within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you
are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not
make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with
you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to
treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is
nothing cuteabout baggage... deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a
relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone
complimentary, not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know
where you are, and you're always readily available to him -
he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for
a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them
Monday, August 13, 2007
@12:03 AM
THERE'S NO PLACE I RATHER BE
A 3D2N short trip to Malacca over the long National Day weekend. Good time spent with family. Caught up with sleep. Only brought two stacks of worksheets along which didn't take me too long to finish and too much of overseas call (which I shouldn't be receiving in the first place, but no heart to ignore and now wondering how much my next hp bill will be!).
But whatever it is, it was fun. We had rounds of bowling, we had lots of cheap and nice food and most importantly, it was a good bonding session with my family, and of course with Abg Noh's family tagging along, in addition we had lots of fun with Nabil and Arissa.
It just makes me realise how precious family bond is. They are the people who will stay by your side no matter how ugly you may have treated them (intentionally or unintentionally). Afterall I know I have been spending a lot of time at work and tuition. But it's still home where I rather be *Ceh semangat National Day siak!*
Thursday, August 09, 2007
@11:21 PM
DURIAN CRAZEIt's the eve of National Day and the Hajjah Amnah clan decided to honour Kak Faizah's invitation for a durian session. She's carrying little junior and who would have the heart to decline her craving for the king of fruits, especially not me!!So a convoy of 5 cars headed down to Geylang around midnight to breathe in the National Day atmosphere, with more enthusiasm over the lemak-tasting durian which was about to come. Of course there would be some spoilsport who just refuse to even take in the sweet aura of the fruit, like my sister *ngada-ngada seh*, and therefore we ended up having a feast of fruits instead. So on the long table were mangosteens, longans, pulasans and even bananas! But of course DURIANS still win hands down!So would eating lots of durians still meet the requirements of a healthy diet? There is still a packet left in the refrigerator. And I shall attacked them chilled..... yum yum.
Friday, August 03, 2007
@12:24 PM
SEEK THE ALMIGHTY AND HE'LL COME RUNNING TO YOU
We have discussed our intentions clearly and openly. Eversince our conversation that night, I have already set my niat straight. It's not going to be so easy but I can, I will and I have to.
I suppose through every conversation that we had, I have been more amazed and inspired. Whatever stories you've told me has made me felt so small, inferior and ignorant. For all that I have been doing and have not been doing.
You are one of the testimonies to His powers. MasyaAllah and Alhamdulillah you have become one of His chosen ones.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
@12:05 PM
DISTANT AWAY
The bliss was shortlived. Indeed life is full of its surprises.
Now the lyrics to the song below really has its rightful meaning.
Silap aku juga
Kerana jatuh cinta
Insan sepertimu
Seanggun bidadari
Seharusnya aku cerminkan diriku
Sebelum tirai kamar aku
Buka mengintaimu...
It's a wonder why I am this upset. Afterall it's been only 2 days. But why do you have to make me feel this way!! Aarrgghh
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
@1:53 AM
IS THAT REALLY YOU?
Life is indeed full of surprises....
Somehow I'm just praying that something good will come out of this reacquaintance.
Whatever good it may be... a longlasting friendship ? Well there are definitely a lot of things I can learn from you now.
Tonight brought back many memories.... it's been many years since we last met.
I can pretty much remember a lot of thing about you still... and the fact that I could still guess it was you in the brief time I saw you at my house.
MasyaAllah you turned out to be someone I never guess you would be :)
I'm surprised seeing you and I'm equally surprised at myself for remembering so much about you.
I'm smiling still :)
And it just led me to this song... not exactly the content of the lyrics, but just the title itself.. It should be more accurately entitled :
"Mengintai dari Tirai Dapur" hehehe (you know, I know)
Mengintai Dari Tirai Kamar
Dinginnya angin malam ini
Menyapa tubuhku
Namun tidak dapat mendinginkan
Hatiku yang kau hangatkan
Terasa tercabarnya kelakianku ini
Dengan sikapmu menentanglah
Aku ini insan kekurangan
Senangnya kau mainkan...
Siapalah aku ini untuk
Memintal buih yang memutih
Menjadi permaidani seperti mana
Yang tertulis dalam novel cinta...
Juga mustahil bagiku
Menggapai bintang di langit
Menjadikan hantaran
Syarat untuk milikimu
Semua itu
Sungguh aku tak termampu...
Silap aku juga
Kerana jatuh cinta
Insan sepertimu
Seanggun bidadari
Seharusnya aku cerminkan diriku
Sebelum tirai kamar aku
Buka mengintaimu...
Oh man this song is too sad for such a happy occassion!
