Friday, March 23, 2007
@2:59 PM
WELCOME TO THE WORLD!!
Yay!! Joy to the world!! LITTLE REHAN was finally out yesterday afternoon!!
He's cute (well all babies are cute la). But he is exceptionally cute because he belongs to our dearest Pah. Managed to rush down to SGH straight after work to visit the new mummy and her little gem, together with Kamal.
I must say, I have been anxious and constantly checking my hp eversince Pah informed me about her checking in the hospital due to the lack of water in her water bag and that she would be induced. Seriously, I didn't know it was going to take her many many hours more before the contractions all begins.
Alhamdulillah, I'm just glad that Pah had a smooth and safe delivery. Now instead of just looking forward to friends' wedding, I can look forward to more deliveries. Exciting!!
Rehan, you shall wait for my next visit ya! Auntie Azah (ok ok kakak sounds pretty off) is pretty busy at the moment. But be a good boy always ok!
Rest well Pah!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
@11:36 PM
HUGH GRANT
Went to watch 'MUSIC & LYRICS' today at Causeway Point with Joyce, Lena and Farid after work. Just the 2nd day of a new term and we are already feeling the dire need to destress ourselves. Oh no how to survive the rest of the term, what more the year like this?
But still it was a very good session. The show was heartwarming and I think we could all relate to some parts of the story. And the scary thing was.... seeing Hugh Grant on the screen reminded me of SOMEONE!!
*As the lyrics below goes, I'm still trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on* Sad, very very sad. So don't ask me who I was talking about in the last entry, cos I realise, I'm still not ready for anything new. I'm very sure now, that feeling I felt was just a girl's infatuation.......
But I must say, I'm surely not feeling a bit lonely. How can I be when I have great friends cirling me and a job that consumes most of my time and brain space :)
WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
I want to do is find a way back into love
can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
@11:30 PM
IN AND OUT
Is there such a thing as falling for a wrong person?
And how do you know whether he could be possibly right for you?
I suppose all that denying isn't helping me. Seeing you around often has stirred something in me... *oh no Azah! not again!*
But I shall just continue watching you from afar because I'm not feeling that optimistic about it. And long before I realise it, you will be gone to pursue what's planned for you.
And all that I can do is to watch that seat you once occupy.
That is as much I can do
That is all I dare to do.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
@8:02 PM
WEDDING BELLS
Attended wedding invitations 2nd week in a row.. Oh man, I'm overwhelmed by all these invitations. They always remind me of how old I'm getting... getting my own invitations? No joke man..... Hehe but I don't really mind attending them for the very reason that I can take this chance to meet up with friends and catch up on stuff, albeit just under the void deck
So who's next to be on the dias?! Shall I invite AIN to be next??!! Com'on man Ain, I think today you've thought it out loud more than always so you've now made me really excited. For you I'll book the week off! *If only I can*
So today was Reyadi's wedding.... Alhamdulillah, bersanding jugak kawan aku tu. I haven't meet for so long and he looked good just now. Selamat pengantin baru Reyadi!
Managed to meet up with Farhan S over coffee for a short while. Wasn't planned way ahead. Just an impromtu meetup together with Ain. So just now you would be able to see two minahs strolling down Bugis in their baju kurungs. But then again, nothing wrong with that right Ain? Luckily I managed to persuade Ain not to change out of her baju kurung yet.
The March holidays are here YAY!! Although half the week will be spend in school, I'm still looking forward to the girls' outing to McRitchie on Wednesday. It's been a long time since we all get together. So let's make Wednesday a fun one!
So here's the plan for next week:
Monday: Staff game's day in school followed by department and non-core meetings. After that outing with colleagues to Marina Bay for steam boat and karaoke! lalalala
Tuesday: Tie-dye workshop in school (surely going to enjoy this!) and maybe tuition?
Wednesday: Whole day set aside for the girls. Tree top walk at McRitchie followed by canoeing. Kak Mus suggested karaoke after that.
Thurday & Friday: Shall dedicate these days for my family. Maybe 2 hours of tuition if my tutee is free.
Sounds fruitful enough? Well I shall see how the week passes by. I should make up for lost time with my mum and my niece and nephew. I have been too engrossed with work so I should take them out too!
And yes another chance to catch up with my storybooks! Yippee!!
Haiz... there are just so many things I want to do. Let's hope I can accomplish most of them.
Friday, March 09, 2007
@11:15 PM
MY PARTNER
Aahh about exactly a week ago, I finally met my partner. It feels good to be to know that he is finally officially mine. And within this short time, I have already grown very dependant on him. He has always been there for me in times of needs, in those rush hours... and I feel as if I'm already married...*oooh sorrryyyy tak jemput! Tak cukup syarat nak buat besar-besaran!*
Yup married at least in a few sense of the word; being financially tied down, having a companion, feeling a sense of achievement... well I'm really praying and that I can manage this new responsibility without much hassle. I've made this major decision to be commited and I can't fail myself in carrying out this commitment well.
I shall face the consequences of my own decision....
Ok ok I think I have tortured the minds of many people asking me about all this sudden nonsense of getting married and so on... haha. I think in a way it's actually better than getting married!
I've got myself a four-wheeler boyfriend!!
* Go figure it out.
Wait till I have the chance to introduce him to you.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
@4:39 PM
IT'S OFFICIAL!
You're officially mine............. please don't let me down!
I'm tied down, I've now got a new commitment.
