Thursday, May 24, 2007
@12:31 AM
COLLISION
Again today, I'm not one with my feelings.
Suddenly I'm scared to feel.
I'm scared to hope.
I want to go back into hiatus.
I wish to eliminate all that's inside me
my thoughts, my wishes, my feelings.....
Just because I do not want to have to know that it's all a mistake.
I'm feeling like this more often now.
In a way, I'm wishing my thoughts are carefree once again......
It's not a nice feeling when the mind and the heart start colliding :(