Sunday, June 24, 2007
@7:40 PM
IT'S NOT AS EASY AS A.B.C.
Many times you've said that it's not easy bringing me up...
It's mutual.
Pleasing you is not easy.
I have been trying and I am still doing it.
But sometimes, our wants just clash.
We do not forsee the same visions.
I really don't want to go against your words but I'm struggling inside.
Have I really been that bad?
Well you made me feel that way.....
It seems like I can never be up to your expectations.
But please know, that I still put you both above anyone else although I may have acted otherwise at times- those are the rare times that I just want to put myself above you.
To my readers: Don't say you understand.... cos you won't.
Well I stood someone up today. And I'm really feeling bad about it. It may not be a big deal.. but still SORRY. You pretty well know how excited I was to fly my kite :(
Reflection
Written by Matthew Wilder, David Zippel
Look at me, you may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday, it's as if I play a part
Now I see, if I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now, in a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow, I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else, for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must be free, to fly
That burns, with a need to know
The reason why, why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside...
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
