TIME NEVER GOES BACK

Saturday, November 03, 2007

@10:50 PM

INSTEAD

It would have been today. To see you all smiles. To see you clinching one of your ultimate goals... after all the hard work venturing across many continents to be able to save up enough.

I would have been under your void deck today... perhaps continually smiling at the both of you from afar. It would have been fun to disturb you posing up on the pelamin, with your tongkat and sarban :).

Astaghfirullah.... perhaps I'm talking too much about what could have been. But I just cant help wishing to see you on the dias.

If I am feeling such loss, I'm sure it's a greater test for her. But she has been really strong and I really admire her for that.

And everytime I see your mum, I can't help but cry too.

I miss seeing your number appearing on my hp.

And I remembered you sharing this song with me during one of our phone conversation. Now this song is for you.

Hijjaz (Munif Ahmad)

Kau Sahabat Kau Teman

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami

Kerana takdir yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan

Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mngenangkan

Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu bagai tiada pengganti

Senyum tawamu juga katamu menghiburkan kami

Memori indah kita bersama terus bersemadi

Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu

Di saat kau masih diperlukanTuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu

Ku pasrah diatas kehendak yang Esa

Ya Allah,tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia

Tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hamba Mu

Sahabatku akan ku teruskan perjuangan ini

Walau ku tahu kau tiada di sisi

Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu

Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskan

Sedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau

Bagai semalam kau bersama kami

Moga amanlah dan bahagia dikau di sana

Setangkai doa juga Fatehah terus kukirimkan

Moga di sana kau bersama para solehin

Ku sahabatku kau teman sejati